erm.... going to say good night to myself...
sometime, we really need to do forcing on somebody in order to make things run... aisk... a lazy night for me, good night~
Wednesday, 19 September 2012
Thursday, 6 September 2012
This blog is opened, but no bodies know?
It was open since... last year l think? as the same time a bit helping Edric to show how to do setting or what ever...
Me myself found that, l should have to take a serious on how to "tidy up" the company issues, too bad ya~ well, how to discuss with my bosses on all the issues? even me myself have to rearrange mindset of thinking. It is Sep already, another 4 months, 2012 will be ended... erm.... will it be the end of the world as "prediction" from the Maya? Arrr.... forget about the end of the world.... important that, we still sitting infront of PC (what a old fashion machine with me T.T) and typing this stupid english blog....
Me in Mandarin educated, l totally have no confident on writing english blog actually..... know what, recently l discovered, why l really had no confident to use english... maybe is during my secondary school period, my essay.... errrrr..... a lot of what stupid gramma mistake, wording error, lack of phase bla bla bla.... it wass always marking a lot of red red "symbol", "underline", gramma mistake etc.....
ok, back to my job.... l was fedup of my group of people's working attitude, how to say... l feel "broken heart".... is real!!!! cantonese said, "pearl also not that real!!" working hour, lunch, working abilities, blaming this and that... ai.... what to say???
Feel like me going to find help, o~~ boss, shall we sit down and meet up and discuss the issues before l go to conduct a "shooting people meeting".... l will cry, really~~ l cannot debate with people, l feel no idea on how going to debate, l will surely straightly feel sad and going to cry inner to my heart.... it was hurt a lot....
ok, is been a long time i didn't upload any picture to my blog.... go google search for one~
O yes,,,, something inner gray... and with some twilight (don't know what kind of light) sitting and seems like waiting for some people...
the picture copied from http://www.voc.com.cn/Topic/nxyydznnr/
Me myself found that, l should have to take a serious on how to "tidy up" the company issues, too bad ya~ well, how to discuss with my bosses on all the issues? even me myself have to rearrange mindset of thinking. It is Sep already, another 4 months, 2012 will be ended... erm.... will it be the end of the world as "prediction" from the Maya? Arrr.... forget about the end of the world.... important that, we still sitting infront of PC (what a old fashion machine with me T.T) and typing this stupid english blog....
Me in Mandarin educated, l totally have no confident on writing english blog actually..... know what, recently l discovered, why l really had no confident to use english... maybe is during my secondary school period, my essay.... errrrr..... a lot of what stupid gramma mistake, wording error, lack of phase bla bla bla.... it wass always marking a lot of red red "symbol", "underline", gramma mistake etc.....
ok, back to my job.... l was fedup of my group of people's working attitude, how to say... l feel "broken heart".... is real!!!! cantonese said, "pearl also not that real!!" working hour, lunch, working abilities, blaming this and that... ai.... what to say???
Feel like me going to find help, o~~ boss, shall we sit down and meet up and discuss the issues before l go to conduct a "shooting people meeting".... l will cry, really~~ l cannot debate with people, l feel no idea on how going to debate, l will surely straightly feel sad and going to cry inner to my heart.... it was hurt a lot....
ok, is been a long time i didn't upload any picture to my blog.... go google search for one~
O yes,,,, something inner gray... and with some twilight (don't know what kind of light) sitting and seems like waiting for some people...
the picture copied from http://www.voc.com.cn/Topic/nxyydznnr/
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
Another Day come, another day pass
hm.... what should l write over here?
ok, i don't know how to say about myself and my personality, well, as conversation with my friend from sg, kxxen, he said that, l am sick! wtf..... he sick 1st b4 me lah....
is quite fun to have msn with him, our topic is not around about what we interested..... tea... ya, tea... he had so much "idea" and "experience" to talk about tea, pot, water blah blah....
mostly, will say about "personality"....
know what.... l feel very very terrible sucking fxxking cbing sad leh.... ai... l shouldn't blame ppl, even in my heart... but l can't stay on that.... what to do??
i try to cry.. but what for to cry out?? not healthy for me, angry also not healthy, what's wrong with me?? i feel l can't express to people about all the about.....
God, Please forgive me... help me to forgive people that hurt me.... i really feel negative... i need power, to cure my sadness, my negativeness.....
a day pass, another day comes.... Good Nite Bert~
ok, i don't know how to say about myself and my personality, well, as conversation with my friend from sg, kxxen, he said that, l am sick! wtf..... he sick 1st b4 me lah....
is quite fun to have msn with him, our topic is not around about what we interested..... tea... ya, tea... he had so much "idea" and "experience" to talk about tea, pot, water blah blah....
mostly, will say about "personality"....
know what.... l feel very very terrible sucking fxxking cbing sad leh.... ai... l shouldn't blame ppl, even in my heart... but l can't stay on that.... what to do??
i try to cry.. but what for to cry out?? not healthy for me, angry also not healthy, what's wrong with me?? i feel l can't express to people about all the about.....
God, Please forgive me... help me to forgive people that hurt me.... i really feel negative... i need power, to cure my sadness, my negativeness.....
a day pass, another day comes.... Good Nite Bert~
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